Awesome-ness :D

Ohmygoodness

I haven't posted ... at all this year. That's bad. I 'm again, going to try to do something about that, but it never seems to work. However, I'm going to try to post at least once a week, not that anyone cares. But ummm ... not much new stuff this year. I uh ... am still incollege and am still writing, but more stories than poems now. Perhaps I'll post some of my current story later. Yeah, after I post this I'm going to be typing up my story, which has mostly been written during chemistry lectures. :D

Anywhozle, I should be posting later so.

Cya

rae

Restored

So today is November 5th and my faith in my country has been restored. Obama was elected. YEAH!

I would like to tell everyone who syas they're going to move to Canada ... I'll help you pack!

anatomy ... politics .. relgion ... ohboy

I just finished my anatomy test and got a D+-ish grade. I'm officially pissed off. I hate those stupid freaking put in order questions because if you get one wrong whole DAMN question is wrong. Fuck my life.

In other news, if McCain/Palin win the election in November I am moving to Canada ... at least they have national health care. I doubt McCain and Palin will win, but these stupid women who are voting for her just because she's a woman PISS ME OFF! Do you really want to vote in a woman who will make us look like a 50's housewife disaster?!?! Voting her in is saying to men, "Yeah, you shouldn't trust women with power; just watch what this dingbat will do." I can't believe she even got the VP domination number one, and number two can't believe she accepted. She bitches about all the press her pregnant daughter is getting, well then don't put yourself in the public spotlight you dumbass. URGHHH. I just hate politics. It's all so stupid. And the blatant lies that the McCain/Palin campaign are putting in their ads are sickening. Did I mention I'm ashamed to be an American? Yeah, I said what we're all thinking.

Speaking of conservatives the way religion is being integrated into everything is FUCKING RIDICULOUS!!!! And if I get offered one more pamphlet on abortion I will scream! I'm so sick of people telling me, "Oh you're atheist/agnostic, but you seem so nice." Yeah that's because I AM. Religion has nothing to do with the niceness of people. I know plenty of religious people that are ASSHOLES. And, I don't need to be saved thanks. Also, fossils and rock layers aren't their for the hell of it or because Satan put them there to confuse us you dipshits. They're historical artifacts. And do give me that shit about but carbon dating can be screwed with. Well yeah, so can your brain and it has if you believe that fossils are fake and it's a big scientific conspiracy.

ohboy I should probably stop now before my blood starts to boil fer realll.

and sorry about the rant qualities of this post. I apologize.

so pretty much basically

I'm feeling awful tired these days. I think they need to fix the dose on my anemia meds, but they never listen to me ... apparently I don't know how I fell. Makes sense huh? Anywhozle. I just wish I could fel awake for more than a few hours. I feel great when I wake up and then after about 3 or 4 hours could just as easily go back to sleep. Mehhhh. Well I have to get back to my belief paper.

Peace.

So I've been neglecting you

The reason i'm sitting here not working on homework like i'm supposed to is that i'm incredibly bored with life these days. needs sleep.

Well ... I should really be working on my story right now. I have to completely revamp that last page and a half I wrote because when I looked at it, I noticed it was nauseatingly bad; problem is I don't feel creative at the moment so anything I write will be crap.

I wish that I could turn on and off my creativity because it always happens at times when I can't write or do anything about it or don't want to write. Last year during math lessons was when I wrote my best poems. My math notebook had more words then numbers, needless to say the teacher wasn't pleased...

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Lively colors dance across your face
as the screen fades to black
smiling you don't know what to say
but he finds your voice for you
speaking every syllable perfectly
you hand finds his and the circuit is complete
energy courses through your veins
leaving burnt finger tips
a spark ignites
passion

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pretty sure that is one of the cheeseballiest things I've written since I was 16 ...meep