I've always been indecisive

the world is laid before me
all I have to do is choose
what to do and where to go
but my mind keeps jumping around
I'm not sure what I want
eyes darting from possibility to possibility
a frenzied affair of confusion

I know it's cliche' but whateverrrrr

I watched her slip away
from a brilliant girl
to a mindless wraith
eaten away by society

they said she was too smart
"you'll never get a guy"
so she dumbed it down

they said she dressed to conservative
"you look like such a prude"
so she showed more skin

they said it was cool
"everyone smokes"
so she lit up

they said it was fun
"the buzz is amazing"
so she gulped it down

they said it would only hurt for a second
"just a little prick and you'll be in wonderland"
so she shot up

from a straight A-student
to straight up stupid
in just a few short months

look what you've done

kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
on a bed of daisies and white roses
where they will never find me
surround me in a tomb of glass
so all can see my pain
the broken heart that bleeds forever
staining even the purest white rose