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Monday, December 3, 2007

salem's sweethearts

being told that you’ve done something wrong

and not being able to defend yourself

they sit there accusing you

acting as if they’re being hurt

your eyes dart through the courtroom

you must be terrified of your fate

when they condemn you to burn at the stake

your mind goes blank and then fills

with the horror of your impending death

you scream as they drag you away from the stand

you kick and try to break free from their hold

but they’re grip is too tight

in your cell you rattle the bars

until your hands feel raw and you fall to the fall

in a restless sleep that will be your last 

you dream of the life that was once yours 

when you wake you’re told to wash quickly and dress

you’ve resigned to your fate, so you blankly comply

they tie the knots as the crowd starts to form

around you as you climb the infamous gallows hill

as you stands on the box they slip the noose

over your neck and pull the knot tight

the crowd starts to yell and jeer

as the man kicks the box from beneath you

you take your last breath

and die knowing

that you did nothing wrong

Saturday, July 7, 2007

I've always been indecisive

the world is laid before me
all I have to do is choose
what to do and where to go
but my mind keeps jumping around
I'm not sure what I want
eyes darting from possibility to possibility
a frenzied affair of confusion

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

I know it's cliche' but whateverrrrr

I watched her slip away
from a brilliant girl
to a mindless wraith
eaten away by society

they said she was too smart
"you'll never get a guy"
so she dumbed it down

they said she dressed to conservative
"you look like such a prude"
so she showed more skin

they said it was cool
"everyone smokes"
so she lit up

they said it was fun
"the buzz is amazing"
so she gulped it down

they said it would only hurt for a second
"just a little prick and you'll be in wonderland"
so she shot up

from a straight A-student
to straight up stupid
in just a few short months

Sunday, July 1, 2007

look what you've done

kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
on a bed of daisies and white roses
where they will never find me
surround me in a tomb of glass
so all can see my pain
the broken heart that bleeds forever
staining even the purest white rose

Saturday, June 30, 2007

I wish I could be like this foreverrrr

I wish that I could lay in bed forever
the blanket's warmth against my skin
my head gently resting on the pillow
my eyes barely open
as soft glowing light filters through my eyelashes
and I lay in a state of muddled happiness
unaware of all the evils that surround me
all the horrors in the world
because all I can see
all I can think about
is a soft glow that looks like
makes me feel like
everything is
and always will be
good

Friday, June 22, 2007

string me up

my heart gets confused
all tied in knots
not knowing what to think
of my latest predicament
wondering how it will ever
fix the mess I've made of it

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

sickkk

I really wish that my mind
would leave the door
to my memories of you
shut
but it never does
I try and put a padlock on it
and hide the key
but it always finds it
and brings back memories
that torture my soul
and make me ache
from the inside out
sitting here
all I can do is think about you
and know I'll never see you again

Monday, June 18, 2007

eeep

I wear my heart on my sleeve
affixed with piercing safety pins
but it's paper so it never bleeds
when I cry it gets soaked with tears
with wounds that can't be fixed with scotch tape
I need to escape

Sunday, June 17, 2007

the attack of the writing utensils

one night I was laying in bed
my favorite black pen in hand
a notepad balanced on my knee
I absentmindedly made a large splotch
the ink flowing into a puddle
I stared at it quite blankly
suddenly it moved
very subtlety but it moved
it slowly began to grow
forming dark inky letters
it sluggishly spelled out the following message:

Dear So and So,
I'm quite sure you have absolutely no idea
what is going on
so I suggest you
WAKE UP!
love and kisses,
ink puddle

Saturday, June 16, 2007

trees

your long, thin arms beckon
tempting me toward you
an umbrella of shade awaits
I rest lazily next to you
eyes threatening to close
my head rests gently
on the grassy pillow beneath my head
and I slowly drift off to sleep

Friday, June 15, 2007

smoothies

I pour out my heart for you
into a glass hoping you'll drink
you look it over like a state fair judge would a cow
sniff it, its sickly sweet smell apparently repulsive
then you hand it back and shake your head "no"
so I casually dump it down the drain
and turn on the garbage disposal
pretending it doesn't hurt

Thursday, June 14, 2007

strike me

passion ignites like a match
it burns strong and bright at first
and everyone notices the light
but eventually the flame reaches your fingers
and burns you
and you drop it
the flames is snuffed out
never to be rekindled

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

hopes and dreams

I always end up left in the dust
while what I want speeds on by
leaving me to wonder what could have been
and know what will never be

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

zzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzz(- . -)

eyelids drooping like wilting leaves
my head rests heavily on my arm
fingers lazily moving across the keyboard
eyes not even looking at the screen
staring out into some far off place
dreaming of what I hope is to become
of that which I call life


[[these are the kind of poems you get late at night (^^) ]]

Monday, June 11, 2007

Obsidian

Ode to Ink

the ink flows from my pen
the black liquid an extension of my soul
it flows straight from my heart to the paper
confessing every truth I've ever known
every feeling I've ever felt
it speaks for me when I cannot speak for myself
and always knows just what to say

Sunday, June 10, 2007

If it's not broken ... try, try again

I hate the feeling I get when I think about life
my stomach ties into a million knots
my body feels ready to fall to the floor
my mind always wanders to the same door
"worst case scenario" painted on it in bold letters
it's my own personal Pandora's Box
once I reach it I can never turn back
I open the door
not just a little
I swing it wide
darkness and horror envelop my being
I see all my worst nightmares come to life
ghastly pictures swim around my head
haunting sounds pour into my ears
I close my eyes tight and press my hands to my ears
but nothing works because it's not a nightmare anymore
it's reality

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Samstag

Soo ... I have two poems today ...

looking glass lies
and red paper hearts
follow me like a disease
everywhere I look I see fake
it's on all the billboards
and lives inside the TV
it's a staple of society
can't turn a corner without
seeing a fake person's stare
a deluded rapture
a counterfeit kiss
it's all in a day's work
for the fakes of the world

[the above poem is where I got the name for this blog (^^) ]


you never look at me when we speak
you shove words into my mouth
that choke me like a gag
like a poison they seep through my being
and fill me with a feeling
a feeling of dread, death, and fear

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Scotch Tape

I've decided to put some of my poetry out there ... but in a "I doubt anyone will ever see this blog" kind of way


Grave Mistake

you didn't take the normal route
no bullets
no gun
you decided to be different
cought syrup
whikey
exhaust
a deadly cocktail
your drink of choice one September night
lives came to a screeching halt
left with so many questions unanswered
why did you have to leave
all of us
not just him
answers we'll never learn
only ashes left now
buried in the earth
under stone
words carved don't begin to describe you
your quirky laugh
your comforting voice
I long to hear them
clinging to old videos for a taste
your laugh in the background
a prize seek

Dedicated to Auntie Kate